tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72672552063202052042011-04-21T19:49:00.735-07:00Poetry, Song Lyrics, Thoughts. By Me.Just Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15271751606919262566noreply@blogger.comBlogger31100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7267255206320205204.post-18094765039645166982008-12-08T14:31:00.000-08:002008-12-08T14:35:16.625-08:00I've got a forbidden future<br />Lies of ommission permeate the air<br />Surveys ask "Where do you see yourself in 5 years?"<br />The answer: I don't<br />I will be someone else in five years<br /><br />Not the person I am today<br />This hardened shell with a fragile heart<br />My defense for sadness is anger<br />If only I could show my fears without making it a tackle<br />Personal foul<br />And I'm mixing up the games<br />Again<br /><br />I watched the curb rush towards me and I felt my rage<br />Like a diamond that slices through glass<br />A diamond in the rough you still say at this stage?<br />A diamond in the rough, my ass<br /><br />Wading and wandering<br />Waiting and I'm wondering<br /><br />Who will I be tomorrow?<br />In five years I don't see myself<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7267255206320205204-1809476503964516698?l=insidewordsout.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Just Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15271751606919262566noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7267255206320205204.post-44252774602910012422008-11-19T08:52:00.000-08:002008-11-19T08:59:07.059-08:00The man came from nowhere<br />He appeared with only a whisper and a smile<br />A breath of mists and curiousities<br />Alone and disregarded<br />His eyes held a glimpse of warm memories and forgotten futures<br />His smile was crooked as he laughed at the boy dancing across the street<br />His steps were paced to the tune of the old love song he whistled<br />Disruption clouded his happiness<br />I caught a glimpse of smile fade into a look of desperation, then return<br />As if he was trying to deny the realities of the world as he walked along the street<br />Trying to grasp happiness of youth<br />Trying to avoid the thoughts of bills and tiredness and too many cigarettes<br />I know that look so well<br />I have lived in it<br />The man passes with only a whisper and a smile<br />And I smile in hopes of passing it along to some other stranger in this world of broken dreams<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7267255206320205204-4425277460291001242?l=insidewordsout.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Just Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15271751606919262566noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7267255206320205204.post-36071525991162524992008-11-18T15:23:00.000-08:002008-11-18T15:37:21.000-08:00floating on a cloud, then the damn cloud crashes into a tower<br />if only i was locked into a tower like <strong>that</strong> bitch<br />she inspires poetry and stories and love songs<br />i'm just the girl on the cloud<br />the cloud that crashed<br />nobody speaks of her<br />of me<br />the girl once so happy and alive<br />the girl once understanding<br />standing on a shag rug<br />-it felt good between her toes-<br />typical<br />the rug was pulled from under her<br />temporary insanity they called it<br />temporary, my ass<br />like coffee it was always brewing<br />yet not quite as strong of a scent<br />more like lemon Lipton tea<br />you smell something but aren't sure what it is<br />subtle insanity<br />trauma in the childhood<br />drama in the heart<br />cut it out!<br />she asks<br />with no surgeon volunteering to do the deed<br />festering and growing<br />i'm the girl on the cloud that crashed into the tower<br />i'm the girl you've forgotten<br />i'm the girl with her hopes and dreams that never make it to reality<br />wrinkles on hands and faces show signs of life<br />wrinkles on the pages show signs of interest<br />one emotion, two emotion, three emotion FLOOR<br />one shadow, two shadow, three shadow MORE<br />Darkness Is Understandable<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7267255206320205204-3607152599116252499?l=insidewordsout.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Just Mehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15271751606919262566noreply@blogger.com0